I haven't documented too much about this pregnancy. I am already thirty eight weeks along and we are anticipating the arrival of our little girl any day now. The truth is the pregnancy has flown by! I can already tell we are going to be so much more laid back about baby number three. I'm a third child. I have always given my parents a hard time about how there were hardly any pictures of me in the photo album. I promised that I would never do that to my third child. However, if you were to scan through my files on my laptop, I am sure there are at least 1,000 (thanks to the digital age) more pictures of Grant than Erin already. Also, I spent so much time planning and decorating Grant and Erin's nursery, this baby will have to share a room with Erin. She gets hand me down bedding from Erin (although it is in perfect condition and I still love it!) and to be honest we haven't even set the crib up yet! I have placed the cradle that my grandfather made me in our bedroom. Experience tells me that it will be a few months before we even start using the crib. The important things have been taken care of I have washed all the tiny clothes and blankets, and I have even had a chance to sew a few new items for the baby. We have even installed the car seat in the car. Grant thinks it's so cool because he gets to sit in the very back now!
I went in for my appointment today and Dr. Powers went ahead and scheduled an
induction for next Friday. I am not of fan of inductions. I
really don't want to be induced! I think he felt my hesitance because he told me to come back Tuesday morning for another check and we will make the final decision. He wants to induce because Erin came so quickly, and he is going to be out of town the week of Thanksgiving. Grant was an induction. I have to be honest, when I was expecting Grant I really didn't do much research about childbirth. I read whatever was written in the book "What to Expect When Your Expecting" and went to the hospital's child birth class, but that was the extent of my preparation. I had already made up my mind that I would get an epidural and all would be fine. People do this everyday...right? Well the induction was long and hard. Pitocin is terrible! After fourteen hours of labor I was finally dilated enough (4cm) that they would give me an epidural. After my epidural, I could rest, but I was finally in active labor and I dilated quickly, before I knew it it was time to push. There was just one problem. That epidural that I wanted to badly made it impossible for me to push Grant out. I tried and tried for an hour and a half! At that point my doctor took matters into his own hands and with some "help" from him and a vacuum delivery Grant made his entrance into this world.
When we found out we were expecting Erin, I knew there had to be a better way. (I had a hard time recovering from Grant's birth.) I started reading all I could about childbirth. I came across "The Birth Book" by Dr. Sears. I read it cover to cover! I made up my mind that this time around I was going to have this baby natural...no drugs! (People still look at me like I am crazy when I tell them that is how I plan on delivering this baby.) Erin's birth was textbook! (Easy in the scheme of things...but it was still labor and childbirth.) I think I was able to handle it better because I had prepared myself mentally this time and I wasn't hooked up to a drip of pitocin! I tell people it's like running a marathon it's not all physical preparation it takes mental discipline too! (Right Liz? You are the only one I know that has completed a marathon!) The recovery process was so much better this time around.
So were does all this rambling and reminiscing lead too? I fear the induction, because I don't want to go through what I went through with Grant! On the other hand, I understand Dr. Powers' concern that A: I won't make it to the hospital this time, (we live thirty minutes from the hospital) and B: that they need to give me antibiotics because I am positive for group B strep. (I was positive with Erin, but they didn't have time to start my IV. They all acted like it was no big deal with her.) I also think he prefers the convenience of scheduling me because he would like to be here for the birth. It really doesn't bother me. He was out of town when Erin was born, and for that matter the nurse delivered her anyway!
So, I am hoping that I go into labor before Friday or that I can convince him to hold off on the induction. Whatever happens, I pray for the safest delivery for our baby and myself. I know sometimes things don't go according to plan.
(Sorry for the long post! I promise to include cute pictures in the next one! I have some great ones of Grant on a "horse")